I'm back.

All right, so what's up fellow bloggers? It has been quite some time since I have written on this blog. I have definitely missed it. I am really excited to start writing again. So here goes nothing.


School is amazing. God is doing great things. I have grown a tremendous amount. I have been blessed to meet and begin to build great relationships with such wonderful, anointed men and women of God. I have never been so pushed, stretched, excited, nervous (in a good way), joyful, happy, encouraged, inspired, thankful, and blessed in all of my life. Every second I am more thankful. It only makes sense though, to give as much thanks and praise as I can. Why? Well the easy answer is: Jesus. To elaborate though, is all because it is truly written in my DNA to give thanks and praise and pour out my love, heart, and adoration on the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. Crazy concept to grasp though, the fact that, the big guy upstairs..he cares for me. He loves me, and by the way, He loves me. I am His favorite, and He calls me His beloved. What else could I ask or live for? He is so faithful & I am incredibly grateful, with all of my being. No matter what though, I know that the enemy has nothing on me. He can sit there and try to put lies inside my head and whisper discouragements but I have the victory already so there is no reason to grow weary. 


Psalm 50:9-11 "I have no need of a bull from your stall or of goats from your pens, for every animal of the forest is mine, and the cattle on a thousand hills. I know every bird in the mountains, and the insects in the fields are mine." 


Isaiah 40:28-31
"Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not grow faint."


Jacquelyn Desiree<3<3

“Let it rain”

Right now things are in fact hard. However, I’m not gonna sit here & “vent” about how it is. I’m just pointing out fact. I won’t explain the entire story because it’s not entirely necessary. But the Lord is currently teaching me to let go. Of course that sounds easy but it’s not right now. In the current position I’m in, it’s a lot different than other situations I have delt with before. For me surrendering & letting go was always something I did not fear, nor should I, on account of Daddy loves me & has plans for me, and he’s taking care of everything. But right now, it’s intense. Serious crunch time, like I’m on the edge of my seat, like; “okay Dad, you can step in any time now.” I know that this whole thing is His glory but it’s like such a hard spot. I’m in this position of being STRETCHED. Like He’s really testing me here, in my faith & how much I trust in Him & His power. So many times when the Lord does not answer us the enemy thinks it’s totally okay & perfect timing for him to come in & bring anxiousness & fear. I refuse to let him think that he’s winning this. Because he’s not. My God is bigger, and stronger. My Dad is the provider, & I’m completely just trusting Him & His plan.

“God, I look to you. I won’t be overwhelmed, give me vision to see things like you do.”

“Cast all your anxiety on Him, for He cares for you.” 

Daddy, it’s all in your hands. I’m yours.

Jacquelyn Desiree<3<3 

No more.

For so long I let the opinions of others become so meaningful that it set and I let it shape my identity and who I thought I was and how I saw myself. When I should have been relying on my Father's eyes and how he sees me. Who he sees me as. His daughter, his treasure, his beloved. You were born with a purpose. You are beautiful, you are treasured and the only opinion that does and should matter is the Lord's. Because no one but he knows who you really are and all the potential you truly have. Your life is not your own, it belongs to no one else. Believe and walk in who the Lord created and appointed you to be. He is your beloved and you are his. Be encouraged, rely on him and trust in him. You are loved, remember that.

Change.

We prepare the way
Lord show us your glory. Let your presencee be known. Not only fill us and our hearts God but overflow in us with your joy, peace patience, love and grace. God that your name be lifted high for you conquered it all for us. Release yourself upon us. Make yourself known to a generation. Not only this generation rising up but that you release yourself in the older genereations and you would bridge the gap L:ord. Lord make it evident in our lives of who you are. That when people encounter us they encounter you and your presence. The power of your great love. For you deserve all the glory and praise, you alone are worth it all.
"The Lord is exalted over all the nations his glory alone the heavens." -Psalm 113:4
"From the rising of the sun to the place where it sets, the name of the Lord is to be praised." -Psalm 113:3


God we are petitioning heaven for a release to see your signs, wonders and miracles. We want to see you move in a generation. To make known who you are. To make known to this generation who they are in you, in Christ. Let us be known as a generation who seeks your face. So deeply in love and captivated by the Creator. The lover of my soul, the one who romances my heart. you say in your word: "I love those who love me and those who seek me find me." -Proverbs 8:35
Lord open the floodgates of heaven, let it rain. Let your kingdom come and your will be done.

I'm tired.

Of people using me. I am constantly trying to be there. I am constantly pouring out and loving and caring. And it’s constantly disregarded. I really don’t have time for it.

Well then.

See what happened was. Last night I came home from school and was kinda stressing since I had a major exam paper. You’d think that since I got it over with I’d be all happy go lucky and like calm. However, this was not the case. I was freaking out more than I was before I did the exam. So, I came home and one of my best friends, Sam called me. He came by to see if I was okay and stayed for maybe like half an hour. We just kinda talked…well he talked to my dad. About frickin guns. While I spastically cleaned the living room and kitchen. Sam actually helped me clean the living room.haha Then I wanted ice cream. So I ate my moms ice cream in the freezer and I put in the movie Armageddon and Sam left. After the movie was over I decided I’d go to bed, mind you it was about one am? So I went to my room but I wasn’t even tired. I turned off the lights and guess what happened?The same thing that ALWAYSSS happens to me when I wanna sleep but can’t. ha Jesus was like, get up. I was like “are you serious right now?” So I knew better than to fight him on this. Got up, blasted me some beautiful Jesus Culture, grabbed my bible, my journal, and shut up and listened. The Lord was really just revealing stufff to me. Things in me I didn’t even think about. It was quite lovely.ha So to sum it all up that’s what happened:)
I’m now in a good mood. Today’s a good day. I’m excited <3

Lord, I am yours.

"For he guards the course of the just and protects the way of his faithful ones."
-Proverbs 2:8

Holy holy is the Lord Almighty!
I am yours! I shout it from the rooftops! I am yours! The Everlasting God! The one, the son. The everlasting God. I shout out from the rooftops, I proclaim, I am yours.

Lord I give you my heart. I place all of my life in your hands.
My future
My friends
My school
My heart
My pride
My happiness
My love
My life
My past
My fear
My family
Church
My desires
My voice
Everything it is all yours.

Lord it is all yours. I am nothing without you! I need you. I am nothing. I love you. You truly are the lover of my soul. You have plans to prosper me. You love me, unconditionally. You give me everything. I am eternally thankful. I need you. God take away everything that is holding me back in any way. I give it all to you! Let your heart, your desires, let it all become mine.
I give you my heart, my body, my soul. I open up and surrender all to you.
Without you, I am purely nothing at all. Nothing else matters. All else fades away. Lord be the one who remains!

"The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with h is love, he will rejoice over you with singing."
-Zephaniah 3:17

Lead me. Show me where you want me to go. Take me. Guide, direct me where you need me.